the most insane thing I can experience is Hate
(when I am irreconcilable to love)
it need only to live in one thought
it says; you bring out the worst in me
and I believe it because I bite and lash out
I snarl at the leash that you put round my neck
I heave in my cave where you don’t allow my silence
I am echoing with revulsion at how little I love
my membrane is so thin, a scratch becomes caverns of
separation
I collapse, this is not what I want
I am loathed to open my eyes
I drown in the insanity
of hating this moment
I am exhausted, wretched, in utter despair
The most insane thing I can experience is Hate
oh God!
Let light find me in my sleep.
Tags: 2009, abadiania, healing, hope, love, suffering, wretched
this is very true.
i like this. :] quite a bit actually.
check out my blog sometime?
http://weluvlove.wordpress.com/