Archive | April, 2011

you speak of truth (10 March 2011)

30 Apr

you speak of truth
like someone had written it
on the back of your hand

I wish I could draw the galaxy there
so you would know truth
is not a set of words

but the space between
every cell and star
as they rest

hurts (10 March 2011)

30 Apr

you want to know what hurts me?

it’s those masks you wear
it is your definition of naked

it is the blinkers on your eyes
your rose-tinted glasses

it’s the number of veils you wear
and won’t let me lift

it’s the escaping out of your body
when I need you here

it’s not believing a lotus
can grow out of mud

What is my exile?
It is this!

in this marriage (10 March 2011)

30 Apr

there is so much love
not embodied

against its death (09 March 2011)

30 Apr

daughter, it’s heavy to hold that word
the way society would like me to

husband/wife, I have found a thousand
different sandcastle formations

to bring this to life –
and still it slaps round

like a fish seized from the water
struggling against its death

death (09 March 2011)

30 Apr

the smell of death
like a still wind
like a southerly front
out at sea
encroaching
approaching

and the breadcrumbs
thrown to the seagulls
squawking
like it is a banquet

and the breadcrumbs
mean nothing

they’re just leftovers

closed (09 March 2011)

30 Apr

heart stopping
seams ripping

a life is bigger
than all those

excuses
of not being together

my heart is too big
for all those No’s

view (22 March 2011)

27 Apr

static waterfall
dance of plumage
white flowering
waiting
for the forest to take over

impermanence (21 April 2011)

26 Apr

Christchurch
it’s easy to see
when you pan out
impermanence

#

if a city can fall
a marriage can fail

#

the sacred sites
were made of bricks
and they crumbled
when the earth stretched

#

there are rocks
like castles
that house the new congregation

emptied (April 21 2011)

23 Apr

last night
my temple got emptied
pictures and figureheads
sacred and mundane

guidebooks, souvenirs
the cushioned seat
the writing paper
every dream

when the wind rushed in
it found only pipes
and organs
      and a chant

a chant that spun
it spun the way the moon spins
the way a candle flickers
the way a group of woman call

and the wind stole that echo too
lifting it, lifting it

and my temple was empty of all sound

shifts (21 April 2011)

22 Apr

I turned up full
of sleeping butterflies
and one took flight
and another
and another
deep in my belly

the birds are flying
in my mind
and they have lost
the vast sonic space to navigate
the vast sonic space to hear
home

the whale that kept me company
can’t come up for air
and her calf
and her calf
lost her milk in a stormy
rocky bay

I am the poles shifting
true north
true south
they don’t exist like they once did
something broke
something spoke

I am the prickling rain clouds
I am the new dark moon
I am the moment before dawn
where rainbows don’t exist
where rainbows don’t exist

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